I
should be writing this in Chinese, but I've just spent two hours on MSN
chatting away so I need a bit of a break before I go into my homework.
I'm
just two days into my Chinese course, and so far I am absolutely loving
it. My confidence in my language skills has rapidly gone up--and where
I felt very shy or restricted to a strict script of pleasantries (all
of this is in my head, mind you)--and now I am much more comfortable
with Chinese than I was even a week ago.
A big part of it is
that now I'm in class and actively working on my Chinese, I feel
validated in practicing my Chinese on everyone. Isn't that funny? Of
course when you are working, not everyone will be patient with a
person's less than stellar language skills, especially when you both
need to conduct negotiations quickly. Also, all of my old coworkers can
be my language partners now--even the ones that are native English
speakers because a good half of them are fantastic Chinese speakers! It
is great!
Another part is that I'm determined to make the most
out of this year. I shit you not when I say that to get here, blood,
sweat and tears were involved. Plus I am paying for all of this myself,
and it's a fair chunk of the money that I have saved up. So there is a
lot invested in this, and there is no way that this year is going to be
wasted. I even try to speak Chinese to my classmates during breaks,
even if they also speak English because I don't want to get out of
Chinese mode while I am at the school. It's important to establish a
relationship in Chinese first and English second, the reverse has been
true for most of my time in China.
I am in Class 3, the
intermediate class. The texts are pitched perfectly for my level, but
we're moving a bit slowly for my taste, and there's definitely a wide
range of abilities. As for me, I am totally the Hermione of my class,
that annoying girl who is always raising her hand.
However, I
don't want to go into Class 4 because I could use the reviewing and the
reinforcement, plus there is a ton of vocabularly that I don't know.
I've been in the situation before where I've been in a class too high
for my level, and it's killer. It's far better to be Hermione than to
be Neville! (No offense to all Neville-lovers, and plus I love Neville
because he was a gardening junkie.)
So far the classes have had
two teachers--one who annoys the heck out of me after only two days,
which is bad, because unfortunately she is the teacher that I have the
most as she is the general Chinese teacher. First, she's rather
patronizing and she comes up with annoying sentences like "I don't like
Europe, so I went to China instead" when there's quite a few European
students in our class. Secondly, she repeats everything three times and
then laughs in an annoying way. Okay, I got you the first time when you
said it, although to be fair, maybe she is used to repeating things to
students over and over again. Thirdly, when she's explaining new words,
she'll often just say the meaning in English, which shuts out all the
non-English speaking students. They are the majority as our class has a
bunch of Koreans as well. Even when an Italian student told her that he
didn't understand English, she kept on! Not all white people speak
English! Geez. Anyway, I suspect that she will keep on annoying me
throughout the semester.
My other teacher is the reading
teacher, and she is pretty good. Her methodology is sound, she is not
patronizing, and she's really challenging us to work our brains.
Chinese courses are always like this--some teachers are great, others
are crap. I just hope our speaking and listening teachers are more like
my reading teacher and not like my general Chinese teacher.